Open air work doesn't work

This feels like a job, bit I can't tell you what I'm actually doing. it is break time. But it doesn't feel right it very organized. I have my open air station, there is no building it's just outside! I start to follow everybody else, but the management is giving me the stick eye, so I get a distraction from them and make a break for it. but my alternate path is worse! i just can't catch a break! I go around and under a pedestrian bridge to a creek and walk along this since if the creek. I want to use the usual steps up and path to get to the outside cafe for us, but the stairs are GONE with no evidence that they were ever there! So, I hop up near where I know the stairs were for this mornings break and look for the path/, entrance and they are not there either it is just grass and a wall. A groundskeeper who doesn't speak my language gets today with me. I'm not supposed to take this easy! Fine! imI jump back down and I run out of bank and try to jump across to the other side of the creek ... and make it! But then it weekend and lasts forever and didn't seem to have a crossing b point, and so I double back. But I fall to jump across the creek, it is not nature anymore when I just jumped it with plenty of room. I fall into the creek and there is mud and animals and it's gross and I'm pissed off. I am so frustrated that it wakes me up and I can't go back to sleep!